They may be lewd, yes. How about a hand massage? Ask where she would like to be massaged, and if you get any faint hint of where to massage, go for it.
Hmm. We've experienced that before, I suppose it's mostly just practice that makes perfect. Really get into your environment, run your hand along the ground, and even lick it too. When it comes to giving massages, I can say that it would be good practice for touch imposition.
In the event that you came up with it on your own, ask your tulpa if she would like it to be another place or something more comfortable for the both of you. One question - what's the first place that comes into mind when you think of the word "home?"
Mhm. The best wonderland is the first place that pops up when you think of that. It'll be easy to get comfortable in and fit into, as well as visualize. My host tried to imagine a dojo on top of a hill in typical weeb fashion, but eventually created a wonderland with the first tulpa. Now it's a beachside carribean with a villa on the edge of the water.
@Nezumi could I ask, have you always had an idea of your tulpa's personality and appearance? Or have you left it blank for them to fill in when they're able to? Just wondering.
I had her form pretty much decided since the beginning, it has been changing a little with time, tho
and for her personality, I thought of some basic traits but I didn't really force a specific personality because I wanted her to develop her own personality by herself
Sounds good. Hopefully things turn out well. I've known some people who have had issues with tulpas and decided to drop it overall, so. It's good that you're still trying.
11:01 PM
With that dedication, things will be going your way soon.
I used to talk a lot about there being "pillars" of vocality. An idea that there is someone in your head with you, a good template by which you know "who" they are, and the expectation that they will respond.(edited)
11:12 PM
May well be that this continues to be a thing, and that you do need to work on that expectation
You're asking me to do something I've been wanting to do since I could form a mature thought.
Complaints aside, I get it. Now to have a pow-wow with my recently oversized bouncy ball of smug.
Nin9, who I thought was going to be masculine, although I had several clues and "subtle" hits to the contrary, has chosen a form and a gender!
5:07 AM
Although she did it with fuckin' flair, let me tell you. You know how earlier some of y'all were talking about black holes? Well here's the thing about black holes. They have surface area, called the event horizon. And Nine was pulling one of those things where it looked like she was starting to suck things into her form. Then, like a balloon popping, she just turns into a fairy/pixie/thing.
5:08 AM
She later went and redid her little form change, is currently doing it for a second time as I speak just because.
5:10 AM
She cannot yet talk, we're working out a voice thing now, but she tried to talk while I was talking and her voice did the thing like when Neo touched the mirror back in The Matrix.
https://youtu.be/Z8eKxVCFoUk?t=55s(edited)
She can still change forms, actually very easily. She displayed this by taking the form of Calisto from Sinbad for a moment and displayed my terrible dancing skills. She's doing it again right now.
5:15 AM
She is displaying advanced cognitive skills, which we will continue to test throughout the night, and skilled in forcing. As she took her new form, we started to edit some fine details and she downright refused to let me change some things, like her "precious wings." She's displaying VERY individualistic traits.
5:16 AM
She's... Honestly, she purposefully wont allow me to give her finer features than her eyes or mouth but this is fantastic.(edited)